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12.5.14

Knight of Fire (Terra Series Book 2) by S.J. Frost

Knight of Fire (Terra Series Book 2)
By S.J. Frost
Genre: Gay Erotic Romance, Fantasy
Published by MLR Press
Available at Amazon, AllRomance eBooks, Barnes & Noble, and more!
Also available in print

Blurb:
Once in the kingdom of Ocassus, humans and dragons shared the lands as allies. That time has passed into legend. But there's one who wants to see it return.

As a Dragon Speaker, Torran is gifted with the rare ability to understand dragons. He knows dragons aren't the vicious, mindless creatures many believe them to be and uses his gift to save them. It's a lonely task. He's never found a partner who understands him. He doesn't believe he ever will.

Sir Karrick Brenton is a Knight of the Crown and a man with secrets...one in particular that draws him to Torran. They come from different positions in life, but never has he met anyone he feels more kindred to than Torran.

When Torran is requested to come to the capital city of Dragon's Landing, both he and Karrick realize their passion for each other. As he seeks to help the king, soon dangers to the crown shift to him, Karrick, and their friends.

Excerpt:
Chapter One

Torran lowered to one knee, brushing his fingertips over the grass, dirt, and dead leaves. He looked back the way they’d come, then forward again. “The trail’s gone.”

An annoyed huff broke over the soft birdcalls of the forest. Torran didn’t need to look to know which of his companions the impatience came from.

“It can’t be gone,” Zain said. “The bloody thing burns its way across the ground. Those sheep it killed and ate were about as cooked as if they’d been spitted over a fire.”

Torran glanced at Zain. Dressed in his usual black to blend with the shadows, Zain reclined on the trunk of a large tree. Waves of ebony hair spilled past Zain’s shoulders, two braids at his temples ending with silver beads that glinted in the fading sunlight.

If he was going to put a bet on anyone throwing shite at him for losing the trail, his coin would’ve gone on Zain. Torran motioned with his hand to the surrounding forest. “Do you see any burned ground? The trail vanished back at the stream, as if the damn thing disappeared or took to the sky.” He turned on his knee to see Bryson. “The things don’t fly, do they?”

His earthy brown eyes scanning the area, Bryson shook his head. “I don’t know. All that I’ve read on Nightmares hasn’t said they have that power, but not much is known about them. Very few of them have ever crossed over from the Underworld and I’m pretty sure anyone who’s seen them in the Underworld hasn’t come back.”

As Bryson was a witch and Gatekeeper between two worlds, Terra and Earth, Torran more than trusted his knowledge of such things.

His voice soft and musical, Larkin spoke up. “As a creature of the Underworld, if Nightmares are akin to demons, then maybe they can disappear and manifest anywhere they want. Once they’re in this world, that is. The spiritual boundaries between this world and the Underworld keep them there, unless they’re given permission to cross through summoning.”

If there was one other in their group who’d have even more knowledge of demons than Bryson, it’d be Larkin. While Lark had the most beautiful gift with his voice and skills as a minstrel, he was equally cursed with his second-sight, which allowed him to see and speak to the dead. Small in build, exquisitely beautiful in his young face, eyes of dark blue, and hair so black it had a bluish sheen in the sunlight, Lark’s physical appearance seemed far too delicate for him to carry such a heavy gift. Yet he bore it without complaint…save one. It kept Lark from being with the man he wanted.

“Fucking Gethin,” Zain spat out. He bent down, scratching his silver fox companion, Kit, behind one ear. “He got what he deserved when the bloody thing killed him.”

Lark sat on the ground, pulling Ghost onto his lap and stroking the white cat. “You know I always argue with you that no one deserves to be killed, but on him I have to agree.”

Zain ran a hand over Lark’s hair. “You know it makes me happy when you agree with me.”

“Aye, because it’s such a rare occurrence.”

Soft laughter moved through the group.

Torran brought his gaze to Aleric, the newest in their band of misfits, as he liked to call them all. Even when Aleric laughed or smiled, sadness still haunted the elf’s eyes, as though it never fully left him. And it probably didn’t. Aleric had turned his back on his family, his society, his position as a prince among elves, all to search for his lost lover. “What do you think, mate? Any elvish lore on how to hunt a Nightmare?”

Aleric tipped his head back, looking to the sky. “I’m afraid not, dear Dragon Speaker. Elves, unlike humans, are intelligent enough to not summon such things.”

Zain flipped a hand toward Bryson. “If that bastard warlock, Gethin, could summon it, why can’t you summon it to a place already set up for us to trap it? You’re a lot stronger than he was.”

Bryson slowly brought his gaze to Zain. “Because I can’t send out a summoning spell hoping it latches onto the Nightmare we want, instead of bringing over another one.”

“I say you give it a go. If you do call up the wrong one, then send it back.”

Bryson rolled his eyes at Zain. “It’s not fishing. If I catch one I don’t like, it’s a little trickier than tossing it back into the water.”

Garrett stepped forward, his blue eyes focused on the ground, his handsome face concentrated. Same as Bryson, Garrett had been born in the other world, Earth, though he felt Garrett spent more time in Terra than on the other side these days to be with Bryson.

Garrett ran his fingers through his golden blond hair in a thoughtful gesture. “When horses gallop, for a split second between strides they have all four feet off the ground. They’re flying over it. What if when the Nightmare gallops, it does the same thing, but stays hovering? Or maybe skimming the ground?”

Bryson slipped his arm around Garrett’s waist, kissing him on the cheek with smiling lips. “I love how since you’ve spent more time here, that beautiful mind of yours applies what you know from the other side to Terra.”

“Aye, he’s bloody brilliant,” Zain said, sarcasm thick in his voice. “Now if only his pretty little mind could figure out where the beast ran off to, then we’d be getting somewhere.”

Garrett fixed Zain with a glare. “I apologize, I was giving you the chance to track it, since you said you’d be able to find it by high sun. And now, the sun’s setting.”

Zain lifted his chin with a defiant tilt. “I was letting Tor do the tracking, because —”

“Shh!” Torran snapped his hand up.

Underneath Zain’s and Garrett’s bickering was…silence. Far too much silence for the forest.

Torran looked at King, the black unicorn stallion and perhaps the only creature the Nightmare feared. The stallion stood motionless. Only King’s ears and nostrils moved as he listened and scented the air. Torran gazed through the forest. To his right was a small clearing. The forest all around was thick, but not as dense as in spring and summer. With it now early winter, many trees had lost their leaves and the vegetation was going dormant.

He turned in a slow circle. His senses alert, sensitive to the slightest movement and sound. He knew this feeling. Having spent his life wandering forests and mountains, he knew how to read changes in the animals and land and at that moment, his skin tingled in warning.

Birds burst from the trees, screaming in frantic, startled cries. Loud chirrups, similar to those of the birds, rose over them, but as they came through Torran’s ears they translated into words.

Her long, serpentine neck stretched out, rainbow feathered wings tight to her body, Rose dove from the sky. At her side, the little white dragon, Wynn, kept pace.

“It’s coming! From the south!”

Torran pointed out to the forest. “There!”

Bryson grabbed Garrett’s hand, dragging him into a run as he sprinted forward. “Get across the clearing! We’ll use the space to trap it!”

Torran raced with the others. King cantered behind them to guard their backs.

A high-pitched roar echoed through the forest. The unearthly sound sent a jolt of cold fear through Torran’s heart. From behind, branches and brush snapped and cracked.

Halfway across the clearing, Torran stopped and spun around.

King slid to a halt, flipping his head in silent demand for Torran to run with the others.

Torran flung his hand back toward his companions. “I can’t shoot the arrows from there! Go with them! Guard them!”

King hesitated, then charged after the group.

Reaching back to his quiver, Torran yanked out one of the arrows Bryson had made. He lifted his bow, nocked the arrow, and aimed for the far left corner of the clearing. He willed his hands to be steady, prepared to fire…and froze.

Its body formed as a horse, the Nightmare crashed out of the forest. Smoke and flames blew from its nostrils. Its mane and tail whipped orange and red with the wind, moving as raging fire. Never, not even on the darkest night, had Torran seen anything so black as the Nightmare’s coat. It seemed to absorb all light that touched it. As suspected, with the speed the Nightmare galloped, its smoldering hooves barely skimmed the ground. Speed that was going to bring the creature upon him in only a handful of his rapid heartbeats.

Torran snapped himself to the task at hand. He released the arrow. As it took to the air, hidden runes shone silvery-blue with the warding spell Bryson had imbued it with. Torran only took the blink of time he needed to know the arrow would land where he’d intended and had his second nocked and shot. He had to get all four in the ground—north, south, east, and west—to trap the Nightmare.

“Torran, get back!” Bryson yelled.

Torran put the third arrow to the bow.

The Nightmare screamed again.

In his peripheral vision, Torran saw it open its mouth to reveal its sharp teeth. Its pure red eyes were locked on him. It lowered its head, large horns curling off the sides similar to a ram’s.

Steeling himself, Torran shot the third arrow and reached for the last.

Twin blazes of fire blasted down from the sky, Rose and Wynn aiming at the Nightmare. The demon steed charged through the dragon fire.

Torran’s breath rushed from him. Dragon fire hadn’t stopped the nether being. Hadn’t even slowed it. In the span of a heartbeat, he had to make a decision, shoot the last arrow or dodge the Nightmare and risk not only letting it go free, but it attacking his friends.

Torran shot the arrow.

The wet snap of his right arm filled Torran’s ears over the Nightmare’s roaring. He flew through the air and crashed, tumbling, rolling over the ground. Torran came to a stop on his back and tried to shove himself up on his left arm. The Nightmare charged for him again.

Through his pain, a vision flashed to the front of Torran’s mind— a knight, his armor radiant in the sun, a royal blue cloak billowing out behind him. The knight’s black hair moved with the wind, a few strands drifting near his brilliant green eyes. Tall, strong, and a face so beautiful, Torran’s heart ached at nothing more than the thought of it.

Sir Karrick Brenton. Why in these final seconds before being trampled and ripped apart by the Nightmare was he thinking of the Thirteenth Legion Captain?

A fierce equine cry of challenge rang through the clearing.

Hoof beats pounded behind Torran. King sailed over him in a powerful jump. The black unicorn landed between him and the Nightmare, rearing to full height. Silver light spiraled up his white alicorn.

The Nightmare slid to a halt, half-rearing and twisting away. It galloped back the way it had come. His ears pinned, King gave chase. The Nightmare reached the edge of the barrier and slammed into it, as if hitting an invisible wall. The nether steed fell half to its side, but scrambled up. Frantic, it began galloping again.

Relief surged through Torran. It was trapped. The wards on the arrows had worked.

His relief was short-lived as his pain demanded to be known. His vision blackened with the force of it. Torran dropped back to the ground. The thunder of hoof beats and desperate cries of the Nightmare filled his ears. It might trample him yet, but even if it did, his mates were safe. Bryson would find a way to banish the nether beast now.

Strong hands grabbed him. A deep voice shouted orders Torran didn’t comprehend.

Torran opened his eyes, seeing only a ring of shining armor around him. A face moved over him, taking over his field of vision. Beautiful. So achingly beautiful. Ebony hair framed the handsome face and eyes the color of spring leaves focused on him.

“Sir Karrick?”

A smile broke over Karrick’s lips. “Aye. Quite the mess you’ve gotten yourself in, Dragon Speaker Torran.”

His vision clearing, Torran saw it was Karrick’s knights surrounding him, shields braced before themselves in a steel wall, swords drawn and points sticking out.

Karrick moved to Torran’s left side. Taking Torran’s arm, he tossed it around his neck. “I need to get you outside the barrier.”

“I can walk.”

“No, you can’t. You don’t realize the extent of your injuries yet.” One arm behind Torran’s back, Karrick shoved his other under Torran’s legs and lifted him. “Knights! Fall back!”

Pressed against Karrick’s cool, hard armor, a sense of safety began to overcome Torran’s fear.

Karrick moved toward the edge of the clearing, the knights walking with him and keeping formation. He passed over the barrier to the edge of the forest and gently set Torran on the ground.

Zain stood beside Karrick and jabbed his index finger down at Torran. “You’re a damned fool! Brave as fuck and just as stupid!”

Aleric moved in front of Torran. “Fools usually are brave. They don’t have the sense to get away from danger.”

Lark knelt beside Torran, resting a hand on Torran’s left shoulder. “We can talk about his foolishness later. He needs help.”

Torran struggled to sit up and once again, Karrick’s hands were on him, lending strength to him. “Worry about me later. Where’s the damn Nightmare?”

Lark pointed to the far corner of the clearing. “King has it pinned in a corner of the barrier. Now Bryson and Garrett are taking over.”

Torran looked to where Lark pointed. King had his head lowered, his horn aimed at the demon steed. The Nightmare snorted and stomped. It made a desperate leap to the right. King cut in the same direction, blocking it.

Bryson and Garrett walked toward it. Garrett carried the tall, knotted wood walking staff that Bryson had enchanted with wards of protection. Ranger, Garrett’s big, scruffy, grey hound, walked at his side. Wynn streaked out of the sky, landing on Bryson’s shoulder.

More movement above caught Torran’s eye. He glanced up as Rose slammed into his chest. Slightly smaller than Wynn, about the size of a cat, he wrapped his left arm around Rose, holding her to him. “There, now. Don’t be upset. I’m alive. Just a bit banged up.”

Wearing a pitying look, Zain shook his head at him. “More than a bit, judging by that bone sticking out of your arm.”

Torran moved his head to his right, but Karrick had already wrapped his royal blue cloak around it.

Karrick touched him under the chin, tipping Torran’s head up to meet his gaze. “I don’t think you want to look at it.”

Torran gazed into Karrick’s eyes. What Karrick had said moments ago, that his mind and body didn’t realize the extent of his injuries, couldn’t have been truer. He tried to flex his left leg. Pain stabbed through his knee. He buckled forward, clenching his teeth against crying out, but a growl still escaped him.

Karrick pulled Torran against him. “Try not to move much. You don’t want to hurt yourself further. Bryson will be able to help you.”

Zain snorted. “Providing our dear witch doesn’t get himself killed first.”

Aleric sighed. “That hope might not have much chance, given what he’s doing.”

Zain looked toward Bryson. “What the bloody fuck is he doing? Trying to make friends with it?”

His hands raised before himself, Bryson walked slowly toward the Nightmare. “Easy, now. We don’t want to hurt you. We want to help you.”

The Nightmare snorted and shook its head.

Bryson and Garrett stopped beside King, Bryson resting a hand on the unicorn, his gaze still on the Nightmare. “I know you’re confused and frightened. You don’t understand this world. You were ripped away from your home and abused by that warlock. But I want to help you get back to your home.”

The flames of the Nightmare’s mane and tail burned lower.

Bryson turned toward two nearby trees beside each other. He pulled his wand from its narrow leather case on his left hip. He knelt and smoothed a hand over the dirt. Hovering the tip of his wand over the dirt, he began flicking it in quick, short movements.

Though he couldn’t see what Bryson was writing, Torran knew Bryson was etching runes in the ground to prepare for sending the Nightmare back to the Underworld.

Bryson reached in the pouch belted around his waist, going for the casting herbs Torran had watched him prepare before they left on this venture. Bryson explained the blend contained valerian, cedar, rosemary, and acacia, all anointed in patchouli oil. He didn’t really understand what it all would do, but he’d learned years ago he didn’t have to understand how Bryson’s magic worked. It worked. That’s all that mattered.

Bryson scattered a handful of the herbs over his markings on the ground and tossed two more into the air between the trees. He held his hands outward and flames burst to life before the two trees, sparkling in the air as the herbs ignited. Their sharp, pungent scent spread through the clearing. The space between the trees became hazy, as if looking toward the horizon on a burning hot day.

Bryson faced the Nightmare, pointing toward the trees. “Think of your home and walk toward these trees. Once you cross over the runes, the spell will read your thoughts and open a path back to your home.”

The Nightmare took a step forward, but stopped and glanced at King.

The unicorn backed up, giving the nether steed more space.

The Nightmare moved with cautious steps. It neared the line of runes and stopped. Its nostrils flared as it scented the area.

Torran wondered if it could smell the difference between good magic and evil.

Staring at the space between the trees, the Nightmare crossed the line of runes. As its front hooves passed over, the scenery between the trees shifted. Rather than the forest, craggy cliffs met a black and red sky. Steam rose from crevices in the cracked ground. A bubbling stream flowed through a valley of grayish grass. 

The Nightmare let out a rough whinny, the closest to a mortal sound Torran had ever heard from it. It looked back at Bryson and bowed its head.

Bryson nodded his head once. “You’re welcome.”

The Nightmare launched between the trees. Rather than pass through them, it disappeared. At least, from Terra. It ran across the gray valley, head high, flaming tail flagged.

The image of the Nightmare running free wavered and receded until it was gone, leaving only the forest and trees as before Bryson had cast the spell. Bryson sagged to the ground, breathing hard, sweat shining on his face. Garrett dropped instantly beside him, wrapping his arms around Bryson.

Seeing Bryson’s exhaustion in using his power and knowing everyone was now safe, Torran couldn’t hold back his own pain. He started to lay back, Karrick guiding him down. “Bloody…damn…shite…fuck…”

Zain motioned down to him. “There we go, now. The excitement’s over and he’s feeling his injuries.”

Torran glared at him. “You can stop being so all-knowing about my damn injuries and do something to help me!”

Zain held up his hands in a gesture of helplessness. “Sorry, mate. Not much I can do. And the one who can looks as though he drained himself sending that thing back to where it belonged.”

Leaning on Garrett and making his way toward them, Bryson called out, “I just need a few minutes. I’ll be fine.”

Lark’s slender brows drew closer in a look of concern. “I’ve never seen you so affected by a spell.”

Bryson offered him a strained, half-smile. “That’s because this was a triple casting. A psychic spell to look into the Nightmare’s mind to locate its home, a banishing spell to take it from this world, and a sealing spell to close the pathway. It took a lot of energy to support it all.” His gaze went to Torran and he rushed forward the last few steps. He slid to his knees, carefully pulling Karrick’s blood-soaked cloak from Torran’s arm.

Torran glanced toward his arm. “How bad…?” His last word trailed off. His stomach churned as he looked at the piece of bone which had ripped through skin. He dropped his head back to the ground, the bump sending lights flickering behind his closed eyelids.

Karrick rested a hand on Torran’s sweaty forehead. “I warned you not to look.”

“That’s just how he is,” Zain said. “He always does the opposite of what he’s told.”

Torran grimaced as another wave of nausea and pain washed through him. “Stop it, you damned arse. I’m too close to passing out to argue with you.”

Bryson laid a hand on Torran’s chest. “You’re wasting too much energy and breath arguing with him. You’ll have plenty of chances to set him right later.” He looked up at Zain and Lark. “I need you two to get some solid, straight sticks so I can brace his arm. I’m going to try to get the bone set, or as close to set as I can out here. I’ll probably have to reset it at the Gate. But I need to get the bleeding to stop.”

Lark grabbed Zain by the wrist, pulling him to follow. “We’ll be back as fast as we can.”

Bryson looked at Aleric. “Hand me the water skin, please.”

Aleric moved to Bryson’s side, pulling the strap of the heavy water skin over his head. “What else can I do to help?”

“I was going to rinse the blood away, but you can do that. But hold on for a moment…” Bryson reached for the satchel Garrett carried and opened it. He pulled out a wooden cup. “Fill this, then you can use all the water you need to rinse the wound area.” He turned back to digging in his bag.

“Is there anything my men or I can do?” Karrick asked.

Sorting his herbs, Bryson asked, “Do you have horses nearby?”

Karrick nodded. “We left our mounts at the stream with some men to rest while we scouted the area.”

“Hopefully they’re still there and didn’t break away when the Nightmare ran through. If you could, send some of your men back to bring a horse. He’s not going to be able to walk out of here and we came on foot.”

In response, Karrick began issuing orders to some of his men.

Torran forced his eyes open, gazing up at Karrick, still wondering if he was truly looking upon the knight or if Karrick was a figment in a dream. His voice left him ragged, pain lacing through him. “What’re you doing here?”

Karrick glanced down at him. “I got word that the Nightmare had attacked more livestock and gathered my men to see if we could finally hunt it down. When we went to where it’d attacked, I learned you gentlemen were already on the move tracking it. We arrived as you were shooting the arrows.” A warm smile rose to his lips. “That was a very selfless act on your part.”

“At this moment I’m more inclined to agree with Zain on it being a stupid one.”

“And yet if you had to do it again, I have a feeling you’d do the same.” Karrick cupped Torran’s cheek. “Now enough talking before you get scolded again from the Master Witch.”

“Right now, I want to know what the Master Witch is doing.”

Bryson held the mug in his hand, swirling the contents inside. “I’m mixing some herbs to put you in a deep sleep and spare you the pain of resetting the bone.” His voice quieter, he added, “You saved us.”

“King would’ve protected you all.”

“He did make sure we crossed the clearing safely, but you stopped the Nightmare from being able to reach us completely.”

Garrett lightly squeezed Torran's shoulder. “You’re too damn humble. Take the credit for saving our asses.”

Despite his pain, Torran smiled.

Bryson shifted closer to him. He slipped a hand under Torran’s head, helping him to sit up slightly, and put the mug to his lips. “Here. Drink it all.”

Torran forced all the bitter liquid down. Bryson gently laid him back with Karrick helping. Torran could feel his muscles loosening, all tightness unraveling from his body. His pain began to yield as drowsiness spread through him.

Rose sat beside him, her long neck curved as she stared down at him.

Torran looked into her golden eyes. “I’ll be fine, dearest. Don’t worry.”

She let out a few soft chirrups. “I’ll worry until you wake again.”

His words came slower and slurred. “I know you will. Thought it was worth telling you not to.”

Bryson rested a hand on Torran’s cheek. “Relax, now. Try to think of something that makes you happy. It might help you to have good dreams.”


Torran managed a single nod. His gaze moved away from Rose to Karrick. A hand grasped his—strong, rough, callused from countless hours of holding a sword. Torran’s eyes began to close on their own and he clung to Karrick’s image as he was pulled into unconsciousness.

Copyright 2014 by S.J. Frost and MLR Press

19.3.14

Vampire Prince by S.J. Frost

Vampire Prince by S.J. Frost
Published by Ellora's Cave
Available at Amazon, Barnes & Noble, AllRomance eBooks, and more!

Blurb:
For three years, Sebastian has lived as a blood slave, giving his blood and body to vampires. He’s a prisoner, owned by the blood house he serves. Sebastian dreams of freedom, of feeling the sun and wind on his face once again.

Valentin has earned the title of vampire prince. But status and age haven’t brought him love. When his blood craving grows too demanding to be ignored, he goes to the blood house and finds himself entranced by the spirited Sebastian.

Their passion is strong, their connection to each other undeniable. Sebastian wants to be Valentin’s, and Valentin wants to keep Sebastian—forever. The danger of giving the blood slave his freedom is high and the price might be both their lives.

Excerpt:

Chapter One
He wouldn’t cry. He wouldn’t let those bloodsucking bastards see his tears. If he cried, it would show them he had weaknesses, vulnerabilities. He wouldn’t give them those parts of himself. They were his and some of the few things he’d been able to hold onto in this hell.

The vampires had taken everything from him. Not that he had much to begin with, but he wouldn’t let them have his emotions, his mind, his heart.

Sebastian lifted his head, gazing around his room. Or cell, more to say. He sat on the floor, his legs drawn up and arms wrapped around them. To his left was his cot and a small table beside it stacked with books. To his right, a stool and an old, rickety writing desk that he’d mastered writing on despite how wobbly it was with one short leg. He didn’t have much reason to write and anything he did put down was at risk for being taken away.

Mostly he jotted down music notes and as he did, the songs would once again play in his mind. Bach, Mozart, Vivaldi, Strauss and so many others The memories of music kept him company and maybe, helped keep him sane.

There was an armoire across from him, a useless thing since his clothes were scattered all over the floor. He wasn’t messy by nature, but untidiness drove the house master, Wesley, crazy, so keeping his room messy was one of the few acts of defiance he was able to do. That wasn’t to say he hadn’t gotten punished. He had, several times. But Wesley decided long ago it was a pointless and minor battle to keep fighting. For him, it was a huge victory.

Behind and above him was a window. Though it was bricked up, same as all the windows in the manor to prevent offending sunlight from entering.

Sunlight…

He hadn’t seen sunlight in three years. There were nights he dreamed about it so vividly, he would swear he could feel the sun’s warmth in the darkness. He missed that natural light and warmth, so very much. Same for the wind blowing through his hair and cool rain trickling down his face. Having lived his whole life in Atlanta, snow was rare, but he still remembered the chill and icy burn of it on his fingers from making snowballs. He even missed that.

And the sky…he would love to see it again, clouds and stars, the moon and all its phases. When thunderstorms shook the manor, he wanted nothing more than to see a jagged flash of lightning, with all its power and brilliance, exploding in the sky.

His life now was nothing but walls. Closed in. Trapped. And he would die without ever knowing those things again. Just like Carla had. 

Carla…he hadn’t really known her. He didn’t really know anyone in the blood house. It was safer, physically, mentally and emotionally, to not get attached to anyone. Carla had been here longer than anyone else. He knew that much about her. She was already a seasoned blood slave when he was brought to the blood house.

Sebastian let out a rough snort. He forgot, they weren’t supposed to call themselves blood slaves. House master Wesley preferred to call them “donors”, probably to make himself and the other vampires feel more justified in what they did. To be a donor implied giving something of your own free will, that a choice was involved. There was no choice here. Either surrender blood or die. And sometimes die during the surrendering.

That was what had happened to Carla and what eventually happened to all blood slaves. It was only a matter of time before that one vampire came in and couldn’t control his or her hunger. What was the vampire’s punishment for taking an innocent life? Nothing. The monsters were simply told, “be more careful”. Not because there was any regret over the blood slave’s lost life, but because finding a replacement was troublesome to the house master.

It wasn’t as if anyone was going to come looking for the lost blood slave. Everyone in the house was like him, runaways and throwaways, wanted and missed by no one. And vampires? They didn’t exist. Not to larger human society. Certainly vampires  hadn’t existed to him until he had been picked up off the streets by Wesley, brought here and had his head smashed against a desk and a pen shoved in his hand for him to sign away the rights to his blood.

This blood house was nothing but a whorehouse for vampires. They paid, they fed, they fucked. For the blood slaves, the house was a prison, one where the only escape came with the last exhaled breath.

Sebastian tipped his head back, resting it on the brick wall. He wondered when that would come for him. Not long now, he was sure. Carla was hard, smart and tough, and the vampires did her in. Her life lost to the fangs of a vampire, her body wrapped in black silk and carried away to be buried in an unknown, unmarked grave.

He had seen others carried away like that. So often, he and the other blood slaves were kept locked away, not allowed to see any of the vampires’ workings. But he thought Wesley let them see the bodies taken away as a warning and to keep fear alive in the blood slaves.

In the past two months, he had noticed a change in Carla. She was always bold, but she was becoming openly defiant. Sometimes she refused to come down for selection, when the blood slaves would appear before a patron to be selected for the evening. He had even heard her getting short-tempered and disrespectful to some patrons. If there was one sure way to end your life, it was to show disrespect toward a vampire.  

A dark thought loomed at the back of his mind, one he feared was true. Carla had purposely been acting out to end her life. She wouldn’t be the first blood slave to commit suicide by vampire. Many who could no longer handle being imprisoned saw it as their only way out and it wasn’t hard to do. Fight the vampire trying to feed, get them into a rage and it was guaranteed to bring a quick death. Or a prolonged one, depending on the vampire’s mood.

Sebastian’s mind conjured images of Carla, all the things that could’ve happened to her on her final night. Torture, beatings, her body slashed and ripped, blood soaking silk sheets, splashed across the walls of the gaudily decorated boudoir.

He hoped with all his heart his imaginings were wrong. That she’d passed as peacefully as possible. He hadn’t seen the room she’d been in afterward since it was closed off. But he had seen one before where a blood slave had gotten killed and those were the images he conjured now. He hadn’t heard any screams the night Carla was killed, but he never did. The boudoirs for entertaining were spaced far apart and soundproofed.

Vampires highly valued their privacy.   

Still, he hoped it’d been quick and painless for her. That weak hope was all he had and he wasn’t sure if it was for Carla…or himself.

Musical chiming sounded through the manor. Dusk was approaching. Time for the blood slaves to prepare for the evening.

Sebastian closed his eyes, filling his lungs with a deep breath, exhaling slowly, breathing in again. He needed to center himself and bring up his walls to face the night and what it brought. After a few moments, he was ready.

He pushed to his feet and walked toward the door. He turned the knob and pulled. The automatic locks were unlocked. Stepping out, he found the hall empty save for one of the guards, not a vampire, but Benny, a human kiss-ass. There were some vampire guards who shared in the blood house’s profits, but the human kiss-asses got nothing other than a sense of superiority over the blood slaves and the hope of being made a vampire someday.

Sebastian kept his gaze forward as he marched down the hall, waiting for the inevitable taunt.

Benny folded his arms across his chest. “I’m going to have to tell Master Wesley you were ten minutes late coming out of your room.”

“It was only five.”

Benny unfolded his arms and stepped out to the middle of the hall, blocking Sebastian’s path. “You arguing with me?”

Sebastian stopped two strides away from him, meeting Benny’s eyes with an unwavering glare. “No, I’m correcting you. And it doesn’t matter when I get to the showers so long as I’m downstairs before the first patron arrives, right? And that’s not going to happen if you don’t get out of my way. Then I’m going to have to tell Master Wesley that you were delaying me, with the proof recorded for him to see.”

Sebastian flicked his hand back toward a video camera mounted near the ceiling. Other than the boudoirs, there was nowhere in the manor where blood slaves were permitted that wasn’t monitored.

A twitch near Benny’s left eye betrayed his restrained rage. The guy probably would make a good vampire if he was ever given a chance. Short temper. Air of self-importance. Adept at being a pompous ass. Yep. Benny had a lot going for him to make a great vampire. Except looks. That was one thing he had to give to vampires. All the vampires he’d seen were attractive. And Benny…wasn’t.

Benny took a half step to the side. “I can’t wait for the day you get drained.”

Sebastian walked forward. “You’ll get your wish soon enough, I’m sure.”

He reached the large bathroom at the end of the hall. Four showers lined the wall opposite of the door. A long counter with several sinks and a mirror stretching the length of it ran down a side wall, toilets and bidets on the other. All toiletries were provided for them; high quality soaps, shampoos, conditioners, colognes, perfumes, lotions, oils, anything and everything needed to pamper the body. None of it was meant for their pleasure, though. It was to please their vampire patrons.

Young men and women crowded the bathroom, many not bothering with clothes or covering themselves as the prepared their bodies. Embarrassment or shame had no place here. It was a big adjustment for him when he was first brought to the blood house, only seventeen years old, still not even comfortable changing and showering in the locker room with other guys his age. Of course, a lot of that was because it was so hard for him to keep his thoughts—and body—under control.

Back then, there was the fear that if the other guys found out he was gay, they’d hurt him. It was one of the reasons he’d joined the track team in the first place, trying to do something his parents considered more masculine than music. He was too small for football. Too short for basketball. Too bored by baseball. So that left track. Or wrestling, and no way would he have made it through his first practice without a hard-on.

Here, no one cared if he was gay and he wasn’t the only gay blood slave, but when it came to being selected, sexuality didn’t matter. If a female vampire wanted him, he didn’t have a choice. Same for a straight male blood slave if he was selected by a male vampire, and for the women as well. All that mattered was what the vampire wanted.

Spotting an open shower, Sebastian headed toward it, keeping his head down and avoiding eye contact, not wanting to talk with anyone. He went through his shower and preparing his body with the same mechanical motions he did every night he was to be a part of the selections. Master Wesley was kind enough that after being chosen for a night, he gave a blood slave a day to recover.

Finished and dried from his shower, he wrapped a white towel around his hips and went to the sinks, leaving his discarded clothing on the floor. Wesley would know who’s they were. He blow-dried and styled his hair, brushed his teeth, spritzed on some cologne and left for his room.

As he walked inside, he tugged the towel off his waist and let it dropped to the floor. He went to the side of his room where he knew his clean clothes were scattered. Scanning the floor, he spotted his gold silk jock. He reached for it and pulled it on, adjusting his package and the straps.

He crossed the room to the writing desk and opened a small wooden box. Flicking through the assortment of cheap jewelry, he selected two gold barbells for his nipples. He hadn’t been pierced before being brought here, but to further entice the vampire clients, Wesley had him pierced. Two vampires held him down while another sat on his hips, driving the needle through his nipples. If it hadn’t hurt so much, he would’ve taken the rings out for the holes to close, but he knew Wesley would just have him pierced again. The piercings had eventually grown on him and he liked them now.

He replaced the steel rings he currently wore with the gold barbells. His gaze landed on the only other accessory he’d wear for the night, a gold hip chain with strands of gold beads all the way around it. He fastened it around his hips, the beads hanging just long enough to cover his ass. They rolled over his ass cheeks every time he moved, and he knew how tantalizing they were to watch.

It was one of the things he’d learned during his time here. Little was more when it came to dressing for an evening of being laid out for vampires and sensuality would keep him alive. Acting as though he reveled in the vampire’s touch, craved their fangs, all drove up the beasts’ enjoyment of him. The more they enjoyed him, the greater the chances they wouldn’t become frustrated and kill him. But how long could he continue the act?

The answer whispered through his mind, not much longer. Every night he spent with a vampire, it became harder. He was growing weaker. His walls battered too many times. They were starting to crumble, he could feel it.

Once again, musical chiming sounded. It was time to go downstairs. The first patrons would be arriving soon.

Sebastian closed his eyes, giving himself another brief moment to fortify his walls with what strength he had left. He slowly opened his eyes and walked toward the door. Who knows? Maybe tonight would be the night he’d get finally to leave the blood house…wrapped in a shroud of black silk.



Chapter Two

Valentin guided the classic Jaguar E-Type up the long dirt drive, heavily wooded on both sides. The flicker of yellow lights through the trees told him his destination was close, not that his instincts hadn’t. He could sense the other vampires and also, death. It hung over the area and weighed down the atmosphere.

Such as it was with these blood houses. Some were reputable. Some were vile establishments. Judging by the dark aura hanging over this one, he’d label it as the latter. He tried to avoid blood houses as much as possible, but when one had gone too long without feeding—or was too lazy to seek out food, of which he wasn’t—the blood houses were convenient. He didn’t plan to use this place often, but  since he’d been so busy with finishing his move from England to the States, he hadn’t time to do a proper hunt.

As much as he disliked blood houses, they were necessary evil, he supposed. After all, they did provide safety for feeding. When he’d selected Savannah, Georgia as his new home, knowing there was a blood house easily accessible was a nice perk. If only he’d come to investigate the blood house himself. He would’ve known it wasn’t a good establishment and could’ve planned his feeding better rather than relying on  the blood house.

Maybe he was being too hard on the place since he hadn’t yet been inside, but the weight of death was deep and strong. More than if there’d been some unusual instance recently. It seemed death happened far too frequently here.

It was a shame the houses weren’t regulated better. He’d seen many where the blood slaves were treated horribly. Correction. Donors. He’d forgotten that was the fashionable term used these days. Ridiculous. Why not call them what they were?

In some houses, the humans may have a choice, but it wasn’t that way for all. Regardless, if such was the case here and the blood slaves looked abused, he’d leave. He had a couple of days yet before the craving became uncontrollable.

To sustain himself, he preferred to feed at least twice a week. He was now pushing a week and three days. It was his own fault, his own stupidity, and he needed to satiate himself before he became a danger. Hence, a visit to where he wouldn’t normally come.

The trees thinned and the house came into full view, a colonial mansion of red brick. All of it was brick other than the door. Not a window was to be found, only the shape of where they’d been with bricks in place of glass. A bit extreme. Yes, the sun was bothersome, but it took standing out in direct light for a while before becoming sick, for entire day to grow ill enough with sun poisoning to die. And since the blood house was only open to patrons at night, it hardly seemed a safeguard for vampires.

A low growl rumbled in his throat. No. It wasn’t to protect vampires. It was to limit a means of escape for the blood slaves. Things were looking less and less appealing here.

Valentin swung the Jaguar around in the circle drive. Only a couple of other cars were there, so it seemed he’d arrived early enough. He gazed up at the whitewashed door. He didn’t want to go in. No matter the location in the world, no matter how the house looked, all blood houses were tainted by his memories.

The press of his memories and past weighed down his mood and he hadn’t been in the best of moods when the evening began. He fought to keep the memories from the front of his mind, not wanting to see that sweet face framed in pale-blond curls and feel the regret and foolishness it brought.

The tightness that would close around his heart every time he thought of Malcolm was gone. He no longer missed Malcolm, though he did wonder about him from time to time. H couldn’t go to a blood house anymore without thinking about him. While the love he once had was faded into nothing more than a whisper of memory, simply remembering Malcolm made him feel weak.

And weak, in emotion, mind or body was never a good state for a vampire to be in.

Or maybe that weakness came more from the lack of blood. It wasn’t only his physical body that suffered from going so long without, his mind did as well. It made it harder for him to fight those memories and old emotions.

Valentin stared at the blood house. Inside were sources for blood. Hot and succulent blood, to give him energy, strength and life. To spread warmth and pleasure through his body, make it easier to keep his mind calm and steady. He wanted it. He craved it. He needed it.

Valentin turned off the car. He’d made the trip. He might as well go in.

He grabbed his cane off the passenger seat and slid out of the car, deciding with the warm August night, he’d leave the top down.  

Valentin climbed the steps to the front door, knocking with his cane’s gold handle, finely formed to be the head of a dragon. On his third knock, locks clicked and the door started to open. The vampire on the other side stared at him with wide eyes. It would seem the other vampire had already spotted his ruby and gold ring, the mark of his rank among vampires. A vampire prince paying a visit here must be a rare thing.

The vampire bowed his dark-blond head low and swept to the side to allow him to enter. “Your highness, welcome to my humble establishment.”

Valentin stepped inside, gazing around the space. “Thank you. It’s lovely.” This was where his skills at lying proved their worth. It wasn’t lovely. It was gaudy with cheap décor that made poor work of intimating true antiques and baroque style.

“I’m very flattered you think so. I’m the house master, Wesley.”

Valentin offered his hand. “A pleasure. Prince Valentin Wyndham.”

“What an honor it is to have you here, sir. I think you’ll find my selection of donors to be very fine. You’ll never want to visit another blood house after the care you’ll receive here.”

Valentin locked his gaze with Wesley. The fool was laying on the false flatteries a bit thick. Hardly a few words passed between them and he already wanted to slap this vampire. He knew Wesley’s type, a leech. One who’d suck onto anyone who was stronger and more powerful. “I doubt that. To be honest, I rarely visit such establishments as yours. I prefer to find my own sources of blood rather than leeching off blood slaves, as if they’re little more than captive cattle. But I’m new to this region and time hasn’t allowed me to do a proper hunt, so I’m forced here.”

Valentin barely restrained from allowing a pleased smirk to cross his lips and forced his expression to remain cool and aloof. The offense on Wesley’s face brought him such satisfaction. This one needed to be put in his place. Clearly, Wesley thought himself and his establishment far finer and more important than either were.

He could already feel it, annoyed anger brewing deep inside him. This was one of many reasons he didn’t care to interact with younger vampires. They had no class or couth and carried an overinflated sense of superiority. It all made him want to ever so elegantly backhand Wesley across his ignorant face.

A sigh passed through him. Going so long without blood had not only weakened him against his emotions, it’d made him more temperamental than usual. Not a good thing when preparing to feed. It was fine to lose his temper with this fool before him. He didn’t want to lose it with someone undeserving.

His jaw visibly tight, Wesley inclined in a stiff bow to him. “Of course. I’d expect one so powerful to prefer hunting for himself. Shall I take your jacket and cane, then show you the donors?”

“No, you may not. Simply take me to the blood slaves.”

And there was the offense again, with a hint of anger underlying it. Perhaps this evening would turn out to be fun, after all. Taunting this house master was massively amusing.

“Very well.” Wesley turned, walking toward double wood doors. “This way, sir, if you please.”

Valentin walked behind him, lightly swinging his cane. As Wesley opened the doors, Valentin thought he was going to be repelled back from the stench of overly perfumed bodies. His eyes and nose burned, but he pushed down the discomfort and stepped in. Young men and women lounged on loveseats, sofas and chairs, some idly chatting with each other. All were barely clothed and attractive, but none were appealing to him…

His thoughts halted as his gaze landed on a young man standing near the cold fireplace, away from everyone. Golden-blond hair fell to the tops of his shoulders, parted to the side and laying more heavily to the left. His body was slender, his skin fair and pale. Lean muscle lined his chest and abdomen. From his profile, Valentin could see full lips and a face of soft features. The young man wore only a gold silk jock with a chain about his waist, beads hanging down and forming around the curves of his ass.

Gorgeous. The young man was absolutely gorgeous. Valentin couldn’t stop staring at him.

The young man looked toward him. As Valentin met the blood slave’s brilliant blue gaze, he became even more entranced. Not exactly a common thing for him, especially since he was used to being the one doing the entrancing.


Wesley clapped his hands. “Ladies and gentlemen, we have a very noble guest with us this evening, His highness, Valentin Wyndham. Line up for selection. Quickly!”

“That won’t be necessary.” Valentin lifted his cane, pointing with the end of it at the blond. “I’ll take him.”

Wesley snapped his head toward him. “Sebastian? But you’ve hardly looked at the others. If you’d take a moment to look at the other donors, you might find one you’d prefer—”

“Why? Is there something wrong with him?”

“No! No, not at all.”

His patience nearing an end, Valentin allowed a growling tone to enter his voice. “Then why can’t I have him?” 

“I didn’t say you couldn’t, your highness! Only that, he might not be the best suited for you. His attitude hasn’t been very good as of late.”

“I can handle attitude. And I think I know better than you what suits me best. So is he available or isn’t he?”

Valentin held Wesley’s gaze, watching him wrestle with himself in trying to decide what to do. What could possibly be so bad about this beautiful young man? Perhaps the blood slave had some spirit in him, in which case, he’d be a very well-suited match.

Wesley broke their gaze. “Of course he’s available for your pleasure.” He looked toward Sebastian and snapped his fingers. “Take his highness to the north boudoir.”

Valentin studied Sebastian as he walked toward him. He could see the loathing in Sebastian’s gaze as he looked at Wesley. Not hiding his hate was an act of spirit and defiance. Valentin smiled to himself. This was going to prove to be an interesting night. He hadn’t yet traded words with his companion, but he liked him already.

Sebastian stopped in front of Wesley. “Why are you calling him ‘your highness’?”

“It’s not your place to ask questions!” Wesley snapped. He looked at Valentin. “I apologize for him. As I said, his attitude is poor.”

“What’s so poor about him asking a question? If anything, he’s seeking enrichment through knowledge.” Valentin shook his head at Wesley. “Shame on you for denying him that.” He brought his gaze back to Sebastian, unable to deny the arousal humming through him at meeting Sebastian’s bright blue eyes again. “He refers to me as ‘your highness’, because among vampires, I’m considered a prince. Haven’t you been educated on our hierarchy?”

Sebastian shook his head. “No, sir.”

Valentin looked to Wesley again. “More shame to you for that.” He moved to Sebastian’s side, resting his hand on the small of Sebastian’s back. The young man tensed under his touch. This one had been badly mishandled. His single touch to Sebastian told him that. He could sense nervousness, even slight fear, emanating from him. Beneath those, heavy sadness. “Come. Let’s go and I’ll explain it to you.”

Sebastian nodded and walked forward.

Valentin caught the piercing glare Wesley fixed on Sebastian. He didn’t know the full situation, but he didn’t have to. The animosity was clear and that would mean bad things for Sebastian if he didn’t obey Wesley.

He caught his thoughts before his sympathy could take hold. It wasn’t his problem. Whatever the issue was, it wasn’t his and he shouldn’t get involved. Sympathy and getting involved in a situation he had no business in was what brought him too much trouble and heartache in the past. He needed to feed, leave, forget and never come back.

He let Sebastian take the lead as they reached the broad staircase, his hand slipping off him. He watched Sebastian climb the stairs, his gaze riveted on Sebastian’s ass, the beads lightly tinkling as they clicked together, rolling over the soft, cream-colored skin of the rounded cheeks. An internal sigh passed through him. He wondered if he’d just made his best decision in a very long time with selecting Sebastian or his worst.


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